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11 September 2008 @ 09:12 pm
Worried.  
Well Dad goes to the hospital tomorrow for a few days. I may of not been clear as what he's going in for. He's going for an evaluation of a new medication to help rhythm his heart back to normal. He has a built in defibulator in his chest sort of like a pace maker. They're going to try and regulate his heartbeat with the defibulator. He has to do this all while being awake in the OR. I can't even comprehend how much terror he's going to face. I'm just so numb. He has been on a buying binge buying everyone what we want just incase he doesn't come home. My sister and bro doesn't see it as that. They're too young. Yet mom and I know. Bro and Sis thinks its cool and exciting they're getting new stuff. I think differently. I mean yeah he got something for me too a camera but thats it. I don't know. I worry too much about everything. Just hope things are going to go smoothly. I wonder how I'm going to handle work on saturday knowing where my Dad is. Just wish I had time to go out and get my mind off it you know? Wish I had someone I could talk to cause I'm sure this is going to pass by peoples LJ lol


edit: Im so fustrated with people right now lol Everyone is gone or away or non responsive. lol ah well..-sigh-
 
 
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KnitChick: Captain Jack WWIIknitchick1979 on September 12th, 2008 02:36 am (UTC)
*hugs* I hate to say it but I've been in your shoes, except with my grandfather. I lost count of how many times he spent a day or three in the hospital to get medication regulated. Just think positive, and realize that great strides have been made in heart medicine! And if you need to talk, you know where to find me. *MEGA hugs* ;)