I'm so stressed out that its up to the point where I want to drop everything and just run away and never look back.  

WHATS THIS I HEAR? New wonderwoman animated series?! WITH NATHAN FILLION IN IT? D:! -SHOCKED AND EXCITED-...EVEN MORE EXCITING THEY'RE GOING TO SHOW AN EPISODE AT NY COMIC CON WITH A Q&A AFTER WITH CAST AND CREW...CAST?! WHAT? NATHAN MIGHT BE AT NY COMIC CON?

not to mention Kerri Russel and Rosario Dawson too D::::!!!

Sweet.

Well Dad had to be zapped 3 times back to life. e.e It was during the operation which I knew this could happen but it's still a shock none the less. I feel numb extremely numb. I feel like not even waking up not caring about anything but I have to be strong for my siblings. Dad is fine for now but its still scary. I don't know what to do. I want to go get out of here. Sorry if this post is jumpy. its my brain thinking a million things persecond. I dunno what to do. I wish I could go over to a friends house but I can't. meh. When will I wake up from this nightmare?

Well Dad goes to the hospital tomorrow for a few days. I may of not been clear as what he's going in for. He's going for an evaluation of a new medication to help rhythm his heart back to normal. He has a built in defibulator in his chest sort of like a pace maker. They're going to try and regulate his heartbeat with the defibulator. He has to do this all while being awake in the OR. I can't even comprehend how much terror he's going to face. I'm just so numb. He has been on a buying binge buying everyone what we want just incase he doesn't come home. My sister and bro doesn't see it as that. They're too young. Yet mom and I know. Bro and Sis thinks its cool and exciting they're getting new stuff. I think differently. I mean yeah he got something for me too a camera but thats it. I don't know. I worry too much about everything. Just hope things are going to go smoothly. I wonder how I'm going to handle work on saturday knowing where my Dad is. Just wish I had time to go out and get my mind off it you know? Wish I had someone I could talk to cause I'm sure this is going to pass by peoples LJ lol


edit: Im so fustrated with people right now lol Everyone is gone or away or non responsive. lol ah well..-sigh-

 gah im sad. South Korean Actor Lee Eon died. RAWR

If you dont know him he's in coffee prince.

So like 3 days ago, I won tickets from my radio station for the Ren Faire here in NY. Today we went. and I posted pictures on facebook!

So when you get the chance, CHECK IT OUT

http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=47200&id=500136898

weee

 After ten months....TEN MONTHS of looking for work, I just got called saying I am invited for orientation for DSW. You don't know how much that means to me.... I MAY HAVE A JOB OMG WOO

So I've been AWOL from here for a while. LOL I just been searching for a job so its been busy. On the side line I've been making dr who videos @_@ LOL yes I'm still obsessed. Don't like it well too bad for you.  Feel like I should spam it here since I've spammed them everywhere else.


NOTE: If you watch DW and haven't seen the last episode, best bet is not watch these for they contain spoilers.

First video : Everybody Lives
http://youtube.com/watch?v=6IBrZJIxlJw
[I can't embed cause LJ is gay lmao]

Second video: Donna noble
http://youtube.com/watch?v=dn17fsN4Nb4

Ok im done spamming
-dances off-

Made a new DA account so if you want to add go ahead!!

Also check out the pictures I took from ACEN for our Doctor who Cosplay.

http://divinemuse.deviantart.com/

 Just saw Indiana Jones and here's a thought. *spoiler ahead*

Happy birthday Matriarch!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY  NICOLE!!!!!!!!!!!

 Ok So I may take a train to Chicago for ACEN this year. This is due to the Airport fiasco thats going on around now that probably won't be done till June 30th. So heres my dilemma. Union Station in Chicago is 15 miles away from Rosemont. I just need opinions from people who live in the greater Chicago area. I was thinking of taking a connecting train at the station to the airport and from there the free hotel bus would take me to the hotel. But I'm not sure thats the best way of doing it. So if you could help me with what I can do it would be great!

CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS.

 So I just finished Torchwood. All I can say is wow that blew my mind and splattered it on the wall behind me. I never cried sooo much for a tv show. NEVER. I had the oprah 'ugly' cry where fluid was coming out of everywhere. Wow. If you've seen it then EMO WITH ME.

though.... on a good lighter note....

doctor who is on tonight! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

 So my Jack Coat is ALMOST COMPLETE! All I need is my gold buttons to be placed and it is set! 

 Tomorrow is the season finale of Torchwood. Oh dear. I'm quite apprehensive in watching it. OVERLY EXCITED THOUGH FOR SATURDAY NIGHT! Doctor Who Series 4 Premiere! I so can not wait. For the last -counts- 5 months I've been anticipating this show to come back but now WOO 2 MORE DAYS! I want no one to interupt me during the hour of which I WATCH the show. If they do I will show no mercy. LOL YAY FOR TORCHWOOD AND DR WHO. wOOt